Before more people misunderstood "KVETCH" as a person name, perhaps I should explain the meaning a little.
Kvetch actaully meant to complain and whine. This blog named "Kvetch Haven" so that I can complain a little, whine a little about life. Of course, this blog will not be solely on constant whinning and complain.
Matured Overnight Part VII
whispered @ Thursday, April 21, 2005 by stardusz
Two weeks before Blaze left the country for UK, the couple met up in a fast food restaurant nearby Garnet's place. There, they planned a lot things. Blaze even suggested that both of them should register at the ROM (Registry of Marraiges) before he left for UK.
However, Garnet suggested that both of them could wait till he returned from UK then discuss about marriage as there were many things that needed Blaze to prepare for his 3-week trip. Blaze agreed and decided to hold on to the idea. Garnet suggested that she wanted to attend Blaze's graduation in UK and she was planning to apply a week leave.
Blaze was delighted. Garnet could see him smiling from ear to ear.
Just a couple of days before Blaze's trip. He suddenly suggested to Garnet that he felt that it would be better for her not to see him off at the airport.
"Why?" Garnet asked.
"I don't want to see you cry, dear. It pains me and I might not want to let you go," Blaze explained.
"Don't be silly. You are not going there for good, just a short trip. Besides, we will meet up again in 2 weeks time," Garnet said. Despite all her persuasion, Blaze was firm about not letting Garnet to see him off. Garnet gave in and wanted Blaze to at least sms her after he checked-in on that day.
Garnet felt that uneasiness again but she brushed that aside once again and focus on her preparation to UK 2 weeks later.
Soon the day for Blaze to go for his course arrived and as promised, Garnet did not send Blaze off at the airport and Blaze sms her after he checked-in.
For the first week of his stay, Blaze sms Garnet pretty often. In the messages, he mentioned he felt very lonely and he had problem getting along with the classmates over there. Garnet returned his messages and encourage him to open himself up to make new friends. (ho, ho ho... that's a not-so-good advice, my girl... you might regret it)
On the second week, Garnet did not receive as many sms as she did as compare to the first week of Blaze's stay. "Maybe he's getting used to the environment there already and is busy with the course," Garnet thought to herself. She sms Blaze if he know how to go to the airport to pick her up on the following week. But Blaze did not reply her. She got worried. She tried to sms him again, still no reply from Blaze.
Then, on the third day of Blaze's last week stay in UK, Garnet received something from Blaze while she was working. In the sms, he mentioned that he felt guilty of chaining Garnet up for so long.
"You are like a bird in a cage, a cage that I have created to lock you up. I think it is high time for me to set you free. I am sorry for making you so terrible. I think we should split up. I am sorry."
"You have never experience the loneliness I experience during my stay here in UK. Do you know how terrible it is? No, you won't understand because over there you have friends and family to accompany when I was not around. On my second week here, I decided to put myself to a test. I stop sms you and see how much I miss you. And I told myself I must not miss you too much else I would fail this test I set for myself"
"I managed to do it. I started to stop missing you so much. And I came to realise that I have been preventing you from making friends and friends are so important. Therefore, I hope you can make use of the 1 month of splitting up to make more friends then we reconsider should we continue. Sorry, goodbye"
Garnet was shock to received such these sms from Blaze. What went wrong? What happened in UK?
Garnet's world turned grey and begun to fall apart.
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