Before more people misunderstood "KVETCH" as a person name, perhaps I should explain the meaning a little.
Kvetch actaully meant to complain and whine. This blog named "Kvetch Haven" so that I can complain a little, whine a little about life. Of course, this blog will not be solely on constant whinning and complain.
Trusting One Another, Learning to Re-build the Trust I Once Had
whispered @ Monday, May 08, 2006 by stardusz
There are several definition to the word "trust", however I'll only type out the meaning that is related to what I want to express out on this blog.
Definition of trust
A firm believe in the reliability, truth, ability or strength of someone or something.
taken from Oxford Dictionary of Current English
I do not know since when did the trust I have for people around me starts to dwindle. This has became pretty obvious to me after a setback in a recent relationship.
I so wanted to gain back the trust I once had in a person, but it was tough. Rebuilding the trust is not as easy as it seems to be. I came to understand one thing; once trust has been shattered, it is almost impossible to build it back again. From what I've been through, I know what I want to be. I want people to trust me and as far as I can, not to let this trust shatter.
Like I've mentioned before, re-building the trust is not easy, but it can be done. I am slowly learning to re-build the trust I've lost. First of all, I think both person need to be frank with each other. This, again, is not easy, but I found myself became more frank to my friend as compared to how I was before.
After being frank with each other, I turn do not know why I became a paranoid. I start to get anxious even though I get assurance of things. I felt that my heart is beating at hundred times per second and could hardly breathe at times. This feeling is very intense and I felt that I might explode any moment.
I knew I needed to talk to someone or else I might get crazy. So, I talk to a friend online this has ease me a little in some way. When I got better, he reminded me that if I still cherish the friendship that is build, I should trust him. This hit me right on the spot I felt more relax and thanked my friend for enlightening me.
I am coping with building trust in this friendship again. It is like building Lego, stacking one piece upon another.
"Que Sera Sera,
Whatever will be, will be,
The future not ours to see,
Que Sera Sera,
Whatever will be, will be."
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