Before more people misunderstood "KVETCH" as a person name, perhaps I should explain the meaning a little.
Kvetch actaully meant to complain and whine. This blog named "Kvetch Haven" so that I can complain a little, whine a little about life. Of course, this blog will not be solely on constant whinning and complain.
Why Can't Things Remain the Same as Before?
whispered @ Wednesday, June 21, 2006 by stardusz
While I was watching LOST S1, episode 22, emotions came on to me like waves hitting against the shores. Recalling what I wished for as a child and comparing that to the current life that I am leading, I discovered that it has derailed from the original track and lost among shattered hopes and bursted dreams.
When I was a little girl, I longed to be a doctor. Besides being a profession that can earn a fair bit of money (or so I thought), my aim was to help the needy, the sick and the poor. However, distractions in life has caused me to derail from this ambition, the career that I (will) have now very different from the original one. I will most probably end up in a profession that I have never thought about when I was a kid. My hope now is to have a career in the IT world; being either a web developer or help some companies in designing and setting up of their sites. I can never be a doctor again, that ambition has evolved and turned into a dream. I bursted my own bubbles then moment I began to slack in school. There's no one that I can blame but myself. I should have stayed focus and make that into a reality.
When I got a little older but am still a greenhorn in life, when I had my first boyfriend. I so wanted him to be my first and last guy in life. I want to love him deep and forever and wanted him to do the same. However, reality is harsh and that made me realised that relationships doesn't last forever. Not only that does a relationship don't last, it is actually a recipe of commitment, compromise with each other, loyal, trust and a few more components. Naturally, my first relationship didn't last (I won't be having such thinking if it lasted) so was the second, the third and so forth.
I noticed that I've changed over the years; from a happy-go-lucky person to someone who rarely smile. Time and reality have change my dreams and crafted me into what I am today. I have to wear a mask at times to hide the errosion that time and reality has done to me. Why can't things just remain like there before? Why can't I just stay as a kid and throw troubles to the farthest possible corner in the world.
I really wish that I could do that, but it's impossible. So long as the Earth revolves around the Sun, Time and Reality will errode everything mercilessly.
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